STRESS-ing
today is the 1st time my tear dropped in sunway
suddenly sooo miss my mummy... though i disappointed her coz of my result...
i found i was so lonely n i need my mum's hug, if some1 really told me sth warm me that time, i sure will fall into his arm n cry n cry...
i bear it, when driver uncle told me a news
actually i feel ok, when i told him that last time i used to tell my aunt bout my good result but she only gave me a respond 'o', so i nvr inform them after all
then i told him bout my feeling, include when the time i was troubling vf the exam location...
he told me that when he wanna help me, my uncle told him that coz i din go 2 work 4 him so he not allowed that driver uncle to help me, he even said that if i work 4 him, he can even send me to that exam pusat...
it's long time i hv nvr feel the bleeding heart taste... today again, i felt....
driver uncle asked me not to think anything, not to complain anything, well, i bear n try to make myself up...
the tears was around, and turn round n round in my eyes....
finally, i burst, inside the sch toilet... 4 the 1st time...
mb this is the reason y i m so talkative when vf frenzz
somehow i feel happy n relief when i see them, i found warmth from everything everyone, except the place i stay now...
it's cold, n a bit unfriendly...
i miss my home, the feeling of home... i m dreaming n envy when i ate the bun that was made by owl's mummy jux now...
the bun has home-feeling, make me warmth, it's nice... n taste good....
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