多事之秋

今天是多事之秋
早上醒来心想今天会是个无所事事的一天
就计划了好多好多东西做。。。
结果
爸爸打来：你弟拿7个A叻！！！
害我直接吓倒下，问他：什么！？？！！！
噢。。。
完全没想过他会为我们家创下完美的历史。。。
三连冠
哈哈
就剩我妹了，
加油咯，妹po
哈哈
当时听到这消息时真的是开心感动到泪都流下来了
超爽的！！！！
哈哈
感觉自己是这世上最幸福的姐姐
哈哈
加油咯 ^^

就在分享喜悦的同时，
一个朋友说
他外婆过世了
对不起
伤感顿时。。。
希望他别想太多
加油咯...

过后就上网查下在哪里考试咯
还以为会在皇后那边
结果
在一个人不知鬼不觉的学校
直接显啦
都不懂在哪里
更惨的是
不懂怎样去！！！！
超惨的是
只有一个人和我一起！！！
OMG。。。
没能见到我的兄弟们。。。。

就心想
睡下吧
可能会好点
哪里知道
SUNWAY打电话来
跟我讲
那奖学金只包括必修课。。的。。学费。。
看来。。
要拿P8就要自掏腰包了。。。
唉。。。
破产了拉。。。
还有杂费书费考试费XX费。。。
5000块的奖学金只涵盖学费。。。
现在看来
学费还有OUTSTANDING！！！
要自己还。。。。
没钱了啦！！！

如果钱可以繁殖
多好。。。
最好像AMEOBA酱的那种繁殖
人类的繁殖法太慢了
又太少了。。
哈哈

简单就是美

也许就真的是同人不同命吧
何必强求事事如意？？
心里有家就会团圆
家永远就在那等你回来
天下的事是由人决定的

别想太多，
简单的想就好
保持心情愉快吧 ^^

sorry..

Today i did sth wrong...
sorry..
i will control myself de nxt time..
thx 4 helping n supporting me...
thx..
sorry too..
hurting u...
i wil train myself de...
JYJY ^^

m i love u??

I wonder...
the feeling is so weird and it's strange...
i wonder..
m i love u???

what is the sign and the symbol if love some1????
heart beat increase when near him??
so care bout him??

Tell me wat's the sign,
c if i love him....
thx ^^

Based on BH info..
I'm not love him
i hv misunderstood my feeling...
erm..
coz i wont feel tension when near him..
hahss~~
well..
any suggestion pls??

sorry.. i hv let u down..

I was so tired and having a deep nice rest just now.
Well, i was so tired this few days
and my tiredness seem has been accumulated for so long
till i feel wanna have a good rest...
Then i was resting...
sleeping...
yea..
and dreaming too...
I was shocked and awaked by a call...
my home call...
the same words..
the same regard..
the same ans too..
we have a simple talk...
and we tried to have deeper discussion...
still...
u run away from the fact... a
nd i felt it is so tired talk to you...
well...
i will try...
hopefully it doesnt let u feel tired and troublesome..
yea...
80 is not enough for me....
p4 result...
u request a higher mark...
i noe i let u down, mum...
sorry...
i will try as best as i can...
sorry.. mom...
god bless me have better result for p3 n p5...
sorry...
now i feel so sorry... i request so much from u but still let u down...
god bless us...

去你的！！！！

现在你到底想怎样！！！
很讨厌得你懂吗？？？
每天一直念一直念
不会显的啊你？？！！！
很不爽你啦现在
直接是不爽到爆！！！
你以为你是谁？？
我就是不爽你，怎样？？
出一门也念
你懂在家我会死掉吗？？？？？！！！！！
会死的啊！！！！
没得讲话我会晕死！！！！
真的很想违抗你的意思你懂吗！！！
很想叛逆一次！！！！
叛逆你的话
叛逆你的意思！！！！！！！！！！！
我不想听你的！！！！！
咖啡+美禄的思想！！！！！！！
KOLOT！！！！！！！
去你的吧！！！！！
我不要听了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
不要！！！！
不要！！！！！！！
不要！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
你很烦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
很古板！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
很讨人厌！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
做么一直要人顺你的意！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
去死吧！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Lesson of P5

Today is an experience... What has passed are experiences and we have to learn from that...

Well, actually today felt abit tired once woke up... I was so hardly to get my eyelids opened... They are damn heavy.. yea, it's... Because of yesterday, i have studied till damn late for today p5's mock exam... Well, i found that it's sooo suffering!!!! Forcing myself to stay up till so late just because of the fear motivation.... I worry that my p5 will fail if i just leave it there.....

Yea... That's why i know.. i understand now... cant study last minute, this is one of the way to torture yourself (is ok if u wanna try it, hahss~~)... For the final and my dear $$ sake, must study hard... otherwise the money will be wasted... it's lots!!!

We sat the exam at MPH... Well, it's not a bookstore then.. is Multiple Purpose Hall of our college... hahss~~ It did as if we were sitting for real exam... what a scary atmosphere!!!
Everyone look so serious and worry and tension and nervous... Hardly breath.... hahass~~

Erm.. the exam is like this... We are provided for 2 hours and have to complete 5 compulsory questions... each question is 20 marks and have sub from the question.. erm.. that mean each question got (a) (b) (c) lo...

My mind was blank for about 3 sec when opened the question paper... what i have studied seem missing.. hahs~~ well, then no way lo, use logic then... all are my writting n stupid opinions and methods,kakass~~ can imagine how is the result then...hahass~~ ok la, just take it easy... got 60++ enough dy la... hahss~~

Well, the lesson is: dont ever study last minute!!! and study from now ba ^^
JYJY lo, CAT April-B^^

RELIEF!!!!!!

huh...
finally...
p5 mock finished....
wat a relief!!!!
wakaka~~

well..
though d quest not very easy...
but stil can get done by logical thinking....
hahss~~
duno correct or not,
jux simply hentam je..
hahss~~

huh...
really relief..
hahss~~

though so tired...
but stil cant get slp..
hahss~~~
jux on9 cc lo then
kakss~~

well,
tml p3 mock JYJY ^^

xie xie ni ^^

thx 4 sharing...
xie xie ni ya^^

everytym u call
sure i can listen 2 many song de
haha

well
last tym is mj n daniel powter
this tym is xiao hu dui
haha

再见
红蜻蜓

再见let me recall my besttie...
n my secondary sch life...
colourful exciting life...

红蜻蜓let me recall my sis...
my youngest sis...
cute clever energitic sis...

well...
wat is done is done
wat is choosen is choosen
JYJY ^^

thx ya....

jyjy ^^

i got a target now...
a new target...
my mama called...
n gv me a talk...
n i hv a new plan den...

this is some sort like motivation ba...
yea..
it is..
i think it is...

fear motivation,
n oso duno wat wat motivation la
jux rmbr this
kakss~~

well
anyway
jyjy ba, ww ^^

mama.... chen....

well...
i wana xplain now...

d 1st 2 love post is 4 my mama
yea
is 4 my mama
as if i break up vf bf rite??
hahss~~
well,
r 4 my mama

then
d 3rd love post is 4 my fren
well
a besttie
erm...
a besttie tat accompany me pass many things...

thx...
mama n chen...
i love both u...
forever....
take k....

My True Love

yea..
I love u,
chen...
really...

u let me feel u r oways there...
always at my side...
gv me support,
encouragement...
n courage, too...

u r d 1st
u r d 1st i think of
u r d 1st i feel wana near 2
when i m down...
coz u r my love...
u r so important 4 me...

yr support
yr words
yr sound
yr action
warm me up
whenever i m cold...

once typed a msg
a genteel msg
u r d 1 i send to
u understand
u noe
u clear
y i wil
coz we understand each other
though say ntg..

we hv known each other since primary 1
we r classmate since primary 1
til form 5
we hv lots sweet, pain, sour, exciting memory
we hv passed lots obstacles together
esp during form 4 n form 5
we studied together
we played together
we prayed together
we walked together
we stood together

now
i would like to say
i really love u
u noe hw my buddies here talk bout me
n u trust me
yea
we trust each other
though u r in NS n i m in skudai
a long far distance love...
n we know our love wil last forever...

thx chen...
n love u always....
take k..

二言绝句

冷风

吹着

刺向

四肢

寒衣

覆盖

依然

颤抖

蒙蒙

细雨

视线

模糊

巴士

依旧

驶着

把我

带离

泪水

滑落

事实

依旧

无能

为力

无谓

无言

无语

无奈

只为

梦想

专业

希望

一切

只有

忍耐

话虽

如此

真的

行吗

Love = Secret???

Love is secret....
a sweet secret...

issit???

yea...
it is...
i think it is...
at 1st....
when i nvr noe wat is love....

now...
i noe...
love is secret...
is better 2 b secret....
b it doesnt mux b a sweet secret...

yea...
i jux noe...
when i gone through...
i love u..
it is a secret..
but..
is hardly speak out...

I Love U
really

p5

p5
p5
p5
p5
p5
p5
p5
p5
p5
p5
p5
p5
p5



sooooooooooooooooo
scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I...... Love...... U

I love U..

U noe...
u noe...
but u act...
u pretend...
n run away frm this...

I heart broken..
break...
do u noe???
i wondering...........

Why cant u listen 2 my sound??
though i scream,
i yell,
u stil cant get listened...

Why cant u understand wat is my motive??
though i discuss,
gv hint,
u stil cant get understood...

Why cant we hv a peace nice talk??
though we tried,
attempt,
we stil cant get winwin...

IS there any problem between us???
IS there any network problem???
IS there any receiver problem???
IS here any sender problem???

otherwise y cant u get my impulse???
WHY?????????

U noe
i lov u
really
i gv u hint
n try 2 get us together
but u run away...
n leave me alone here...
feel so lonely...
u noe...
but u jux cant get understood....

anyway,
i stil love u...
forever n ever..
nvr n ever change...
I LOVE U

speechless..

yea...
I promise
I hv promised
I wont write anything unhappy here
yea..
I will b happy n laugh once come this blog...
hahass~~
I gotta crazy,
really,
gotta....
If it is not good deal vf....
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jy ba... anyway....